Sigh...i have to admit this fever is annoying, not just that it makes me tired and making me not able to study properly(just spent the whole afternoon sleeping) but it makes me mentally and emotionally weaker...but i suppose i can't help it cause as long as i can remember, i don't usually get fever but when i do get it, it's bad..like very very bad, there was once i remember i can't get up at all and i can't stand any lights at all,as if i were having meningitis or something..and during this period my mum would be by my side, always put wet cloth on my forehead trying to cool my body temperature.I have to admit that i do miss that presence now..and not just that, but also the simple touches by her hand that sort of u give the assurance even without saying any words, the touches that tells "don't worry, i'll look after you". Some say the way we create bonds with babies is by caress them and let them always touch you..i suppose that primitive feelings persists until adulthood. So as doctors, we must not be scared of shy to touch our patient(in a caring and professional manner) because i believe those simple touches can deliver our thoughts and feelings on how much we care for them much better than words can say... and i would like to tell that your simple gesture of checking my temperature brings more meaning to me then just telling me your hands are cold...thank you :)
on another note, i already got my rest and i should be studying but i'm now stuck reading fruits basket manga... damn i know i shouldn't start reading till i finish my exam but i can't help myself..it's too tempting..and i can't resist the tears that'll flow with reading it...i know,i'm a very soft guy but it's seriously hard to resist because it's a really really touching story...it doesn't touch me me in a very sad way but this manga highlight the good qualities of us human at it's best..and how it can change other's people life for the good...i admit that qualities the main character has only exist among angels probably... but the main thing is TH brings out the best in people and heals them..and that makes the other characters very protective of her. For me...if i ever found someone who came close to that..someone who heals me as well and brings out the best in me...i'll try my best to not let her go, to protect her and be the same towards her,someone who heals and brings the best out of her...and even if can't do that due to circumstances,i'll just watch over him/her from the shadows because these kind of people deserve it...to look for that special someone these qualities are needed because sometims love just ain't enough
....i feel that at times a i act like hatori..just maybe not as strong...nor as yau yeng,lol
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