project...and not making any sense

Me being me,i've stupidly volunteer myself to do the most work in my group project.sigh....i'm already the group leader and now i've to do the compilation,which means basically i have to be the one who's gonna compile,interpret and mould the information we have obtained into the report that i have envisioned....sigh..but the fact that i was the one with the idea on how we are suppose to approach the project means that like it or not..i have to do this...and i have to get the rough picture done by tomorrow!! sigh...the real problem is not the idea...basically..i think i have the idea how the project's going to be but the real problem is to get it down on paper..to make it properly structured,the wordings...argh!!!...i've always have this problem...problem in putting forth the ideas in my head,it's always either jumbled up or i don't have the words to speak it out...even now.... writing this down is hard thing for me to do...it is like an abstract picture...with no real object in it...just random colours and shape that probably only i know and i'm having a hard time converting it into a picture that is easier to understand... probably this fact explain something about myself..probably i have an unsorted thoughts or feelings..which could lead me having no objective in life?? i dunno...maybe i seriously need a proper shelf in my mind,a shelf where i can sorted out all those info properly...or maybe it's always been there but i just never bother to use...hahaha....even now,i don't think i'm making any sense...just random words and phrases that somehow ended up on the screen...